I was walking down the street. Not thinking about anything. Not the intentional kind of empty mind — just, nothing important was going on up there. Maybe I was thinking about what I just ate. Maybe where I was headed next. Maybe nothing.
Then she walked past me.
Not brushed past. Just passed. Normal — two people going their own way, neither stopping.
But there was this scent. Coming from her. Not perfume. Just her. It smelled good. Not the kind that makes you want to buy the same bottle. The kind that makes you stop for a second.
And I did stop. Not my feet — my heart. It got heavier all of a sudden. Like someone gently pressed a finger against my chest.
Then she was gone. I didn’t turn around. Didn’t follow. Didn’t do anything. I just stood there, in the smell that was already fading, feeling my own heartbeat.
Not the excited kind. The honest kind. The kind that doesn’t know how to guard itself.
I realized — I hadn’t felt my body like this in a long time. Not the sick kind — headache, tired, uncomfortable. The other kind. Your heart is beating. Your nose can still catch a scent. Your body just reacted — honestly — to another person being near you. You’re not numb yet. You still care. You still have this quiet, sudden, unguarded attention for the world.
Last time I felt this — it might have been a long time ago. So long I don’t even remember when.
She doesn’t know what she did. She just walked by. Took her scent with her and kept going. She’ll never know — someone stood there after she left, and suddenly felt alive.
This isn’t a love story. I don’t even remember what she looked like. I just remember the smell. And the heartbeat.
It was a breeze. It came. It passed.
After it passed, I was still standing there.
The heartbeat was still there.
That one was mine.